Occasionally when the class was unattended to, I will snooze into my zone of imagination where I had a different family and friends and we could play and go wherever we wanted. I think in my world I had a different name and origin too. Each time I didn't like somebody so much, i just swap him or her in my world to suit my needs. I often changed my parents and teachers a lot of times ...hehehe (guess that was the beginning of my madness) It was when the class became unusually quiet
that i will come around and find all eyes on me. They will then burst into laughter and tease me until school closes. A few of my classmates will often ask me what a little girl my age is thinking about? Though I would have loved to give an explanation and have them experience in my joy of never really being alone, I dared not, because it wouldn't make any sense to them. Heck, I didn't even understand what was happening myself! least explain to others. Besides I was already branded as a "thinker". Couldn't make matters worse and be tagged "Insane" too.
I tried to stop but the more I tried, the worse it became.Soon I began mouthing words and little sentences too which were unfortunately visible and audible.My nightmare at school then worsened .Atlas "crazy" manifested! As I grew older, everything began to fall in their right places and I was able to put my imaginations on leash and in order too. Step by step I begun threading my imaginations into words and unto paper. Soon I became the one of the best essay writers in my school and till now I don't know anyone who hasn't asked me to write one thing or another for them. Talent they call it and i am glad mine is Writing. All I need is the alphabets and the story of Happiness, Sadness or Indifference will be written and in bold letters...
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